I'm sorry.

23:20:00

"hey, congrats for your graduation. I'm sure you will do well all the time and all the best to you".

That was the last time I ever saw you. That was the last thing you said to me.It probably took a lot of courage for you to say that to me. 


You probably wouldn't know about this post anyway because you have cut yourself off from my life. I wonder how things are for you and if you are doing well. Im sure you are because you have always been a very nice person whom cared for your friends and tend to put others first before yourself.

I now understand the feeling of what I put you through back then. The feeling of not being given a reason to end something that probably meant a lot to you. I was your first and you did everything you could to work for the relationship but I was too playful. I started taking things for granted and I did not really treasure or cherish the time that I have spent together with you.

I failed you and disappointed you over and over again but I just took advantage of things whenever you forgave me. I wasn't honest in the relationship and often neglected your feelings. You gave me whatever I want but yet I wasn't satisfied. I wasn't appreciative of all the things that you have done for me.

Fast forward to where we are now, I guess now I know how it feels to not feel appreciated. I get a taste of my own medicine and I am sorry for putting you through all of these back then. You'd probably still hate me but I hope you will forgive me. I left your heart broken and killed a part of you. I am not writing this because I wanna start things over with you but I just feel like I shouldn't have treated you that way. I will learn from my mistakes and I really truly am sorry for everything. 

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