one last breath


Sometimes I wish I had the courage to just leap off buildings.
Whenever I find myself at the highest floor of the building and feel tempted to just go over, I get scared.
Sometimes I wish I didn't feel so scared. Just close my eyes and go with the flow.
As much as I try to be positive and be happy, I do feel that most of the time I am just putting up a strong front because I do not want people to be worried about me or stop me.
I don't want to sound depressing because no one wants to be around depressive people and even though I am, I don't want to bother people with my feelings. I don't like to talk about my feelings.
What hurts me the most is when I don't feel appreciated. And most of the time, I do feel very hurt by people which is why sometimes I prefer being alone. No one would understand me.

Honestly, I have lost interest to carry on living.

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