sigh

07:50:00

I am sorry if it seems that I am treating you coldly.
You see, before I even met you...my heart has been broken over and over again which is why I now have that fear of being with anyone.
I'd probably brush you off a few times and probably told you to look for someone else.
Well do forgive me because I have problems dealing with my own emotions and I just don't want to drag anybody else with me and to just push them away.
That's another problem with me.
I am always pushing the ones I love away.
So don't get paranoid if one day you are unable to contact me or if it seems like I've had completely vanished.
I just need time to sort myself out.
But then again, I don't want to be alone.
If I ever just get mad with the world and get emotionally unstable, please hug me and tell me that everything is going to be okay.
As much as I'll fight back and tell you "no, you don't get what I feel"...
Just continue hugging me and just be a listening ear and let me rant.
Let me cry my eyes out....
Let me cry until I fall asleep....
Let me fall asleep on you.........


Some may say that I am crazy, an emotional wreck.....
But they don't know all the things that I have done which had already landed me in this state...
But if you still wish to stay with someone as crazy as I am...
You know you will always have me to push you up when you need a little boost in your life,
You don't have to fear of being alone or of making the wrong decisions, because I am always here to give you support whenever you need.
I've done many goddamn sweet things for the wrong ones...
Can you imagine what I'll do just for you............
In the end, I hope everything is worthwhile....
I am looking forward to meeting you....
Even though the chance of meeting you is really low...


Given the world's population of about 7.3billion people in this world,
Ou of 1000 people, 504 are men and 496 are probably women....
So its a 50:50 more or less.
In that 50% ratio of men in the world, let's say 43% of them are single..

What are the chances of me knowing you?


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