you will be fine, trust me.


New Year's was spent replaying Taylor Swift's "Out of the woods".
I never really heard of this song till the music video.
And I have to say that it did give me mixed feelings.
Part of me was sad as I started reminiscing about the past...while the other part of me was telling myself to be strong and that I'll make it.

Well if you haven't heard of the song, it is basically more of like empowering and finding yourself after a breakup and I have to say that this probably happens to everyone like after a breakup.
Like somehow after a while, you just tell yourself that you need to get back on your feet after your fall.
It is fine being sad and heartbroken but you know your own strength when you are able to get back on your feet once again.

I remember changing my hair color and just totally changing everything after that.
I did things that made me happy.
I cut my hair...well it wasn't that short but to have hair length at my collar was pretty new to me.
And I guess that is the fun part.
Finding yourself and doing things that make you happy.
I wasn't changing to be someone else.
I was finding myself....
Finding out what made me happy.

And then I realised that I don't need a boyfriend or a partner to make me happy.
All I needed was myself.
I won't deny the fact that at times it can get pretty lonely sometimes.
But I just kept telling myself that it wasn't worth settling down with someone just because everybody is doing so or because I felt lonely.
You only need yourself to be happy.
Happiness is a choice.
And you have the rights to decide whether you choose to be happy.
After a while or someday, I am probably going to realise that everything indeed happens for a reason
It's 2016. I will be 25. I am still in the midst of finding myself.
And I plan to make something happen in 2016.
Actually plan is going to be a reality.
But I am not going to say what it is.. HEHEHE.
Doing something for the first time

If you don't let go of your past, you will never move forward.
You always have a choice of how you want your life to be.
You decide whether you want to be happy or sad.
If you think that you can't do it, then you'll never do it.
Keep having faith in yourself.
You know you can do it.
Somewhere or another, there will always be something good for you.
You may not know it, but everytime you are actually growing stronger.

Life is like a huge giant jigsaw puzzle.
Sometimes you don't know why things happen.
I guess at the end of the day, everything will somehow fit and then you'll come to realise why things happen or why they are the way they are.

I am not sure who is reading this but if you are feeling down, I hope this posts gives you even more positive vibes.

 You'll make it. I know you will. :)

PS : I know that whenever I write such posts, people tend to have this misunderstanding of me actually being depressed or sad but honestly I am not. I just write such stuffs because these are just my naked shower thoughts and it would be nice to re-read these posts if I happened to get myself in a similar situation again. It's just another reminder to myself that I actually survived whatever obstacles I was facing. These posts are meant to send more positive vibes to my readers or to anyone actually, who is going through something bad or sad.

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