I live for myself.


Firstly, I feel that the most important thing in life is to actually be selfish and to start living for yourself and not for the sake of others. I do admit that at times I get affected by what people think of me. I would be lying if I said that I totally don't give a fuck.However, sometimes I feel that there are some things in life that I should just go for.

Honestly speaking , you can't please anyone in this world. No matter what you do, there will always be people who are going to talk bad about you and give you negative comments that may make you feel unsure of whether you want to do this. All you need to do is to just think what you hope to fulfill or at least feel right after the experience that you are about to go for. Sometimes, you just don't need to have like a concrete reason to answer people why you do this or why you do that.

For example, my photos. I know of people who are always thinking that I take such shots and have suggestive captions because I want to attract more views or just to attract the attention from men. To be honest, thinking of how I want to grab a man's attention is the least of a concern to me. What goes through my mind whenever I take such photos, is basically...nothing. It is just me trying doing an experiment with myself and just embracing who I really am and building my confidence. I feel happy with myself. So whenever people asks me, why do I take such sexy shots. I just don't have an answer. It is just me being me, just doing my own thing. It's just who I am and my personality. It is definitely not for the attention of whomever. It is just for myself.  So if whoever that decides to be my boyfriend, I guess he needs to look at things openly and not try to change me or scolds me if my photos are getting too sexy or whatever. It is just how I express myself.

Secondly, if you are a guy and you are sliding into my DMs asking me for my number or asking why I don't reply you at times, to be honest....I just feel like as if it is compulsory for me to reply you just because you texted me. I know it is rude not to reply.Sometimes I do reply, but sometimes I just...am not interested to get to know more people or whatsoever. So please, if a girl doesn't reply you. It is clearly proven that she doesn't like you nor does she want to get to know you better. So maybe you should just back off. Stop asking me out or whatever especially if I don't reply you. Yeah, you may find me snobbish or arrogant but honestly, I don't see how saying no is considered as being arrogant. If I want to get to know you better, I'll ask you out. And anyway, I honestly feel that it is important for me to feel comfortable before I go out with someone. I just can't go out with someone whom I don't feel a connection with.

Thirdly, I guess the reason why I am single is because of my attitude. I am definitely not the sort whom would change for someone and I feel that that is a problem when it comes to having a boyfriend. I don't know man. I am definitely not the sort who puts my boyfriend on the top of my priority list. I feel that if he wants to date me or whatever,  he should understand me and is supportive of me. I definitely am not a fan of guys whom are insecure because at the end of the day, insecurity happens when you don't have enough trust in your partner. Of course, there are times when you would question your other half as to why they follow blahblahblah on Instagram. I don't think it is wrong to ask but if you feel uncomfortable, you should voice out why you aren't. Sometimes whoever they are following are just friends. It doesn't mean that they are together.  Then again, I feel that trust is really important if you want a relationship to last. So my dear future boyfriend, if you are reading this....Always remember that I will always have you in my heart and you don't need to feel insecure or have trust issues with me. At the end of the day, always know that I will always be your girl.

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